It’s ur fault

This is for the world

Salamz all,

Today, I’m not feeling so good to be hopeful.All I’ have is a site telling about the Embargo that Isreal and The US government is imposing on Gaza.
I’ve never thought i would ever do this but: I HATE ISRAEL N THE US N FATIH n HAMAS ALLLLLLLLLLL burn in HELL!!!!
If u want to know what am I talking about click on this link.
Sorry for my bad language but this is all I’m feeling now!

Out of pride

Salamz all,

How are you? yesterday before I went to bed, I remembered an old poem. I wrote it before maybe a year or more, it was about what people go through in imprisonment, the one who go to jail because they resist or fight for its rights and land.No matter how much I try to imagine the situation they go through, I won’t be able to describe it, whether it is here in Palestine or in Iraq, Guantanamo.
anyways,I had imagined it when I was younger, now and I’m older I guess my feelings would be more organized or better yet said in a better way, so guys please read it and tell me what do you think about my poem,here we go:

 

  Taken from my house
in the middle of the night
thrown behind bars
hands still tied and eyes r covered so tight
blood was running slowly in my veins
I was in pain, I was afraid
I was in denial, but everything was so real
I fought for a breath
Screamed out of torment
but the weird thing
it never came across my mind
to utter any word could give them a right was mine
any word changes the name of Palestine

After a long session of torment
defeated them this time
by goin’ out of that room with opening one of my eyes
I got the chance to see what others had been going through
It  almost can not be true
but all I can say
it’s just another Abu Ghrib
I wanted to shout
but who would listen to you from the underground
politicians only care about themselves?
or people going after their living?
I kept to myself…and called the Almighty
to have mercy on them…

The day I got out, I was held on the shoulders
going to my grave or where I can rest
they wrote in my report I died because of  torment
but everybody knew i died out of pride
because it never it had never come across my mind
to utter any word could give them a right was mine
any word changes the name of Palestine

السماء من نافذتي 2 The sky from my window part 2

Salamz all,

Yesterday Gaza’s sky was SubhanAllah like you are in Heaven (Ya Rab).the clouds were so beautiful and it gives me a feeling of happiness felt like,I don’t live in this world anymore.The funny thing some Israeli silent were in sky making some shows or whatever.They left behind them like white smoke looks like clouds it was cool too.
So enough talking and now it’s SHOWTIME!

Lets GO SHOPPING!!!

Salamz all,

Well today I went to my brother’s house for a visit,and it was all cool Alhamdolilah.When we left to go home I took a video of El Remal market.It’s the classy market as we have not reached the “Mall” phrase maybe in 2020 Allah knows better….
Actaully El Remal market represents me more than just a market as I go there like every week and buy everything I want from there.The coolest ice cream places are there and supermarket and clothes stores are all there….
This lil shopping tour starts from “Palestine bank” where you are going to see employees crowded,they see if their salary is being payed or not,and the tour ends at “Basal” the most famous shoes store in Gaza…(the most expensive whos going to pay 100$ for pair of shoe??)
That’s it for today,Salamz

Poem about Gaza

Salamz all,

Today I’ve done something,I’ve not done in year and a half and it’s WRITING peoms.Before 2 years ago I didn’t know that I was able to write poems(or sth like that :S),I discovered this after listening to Outlandishs hit song “Look into my eyes” which is written by Palestinian girl,so I felt inspired and wrote a lot of poems like it now they are all gone,because I found out they were HORRIBLE so I stopped writing since a year and a half.Today I’ve read the idea of a song called “”Alle Veje Fører Til Malmö”,it’s a Danish song by Isam B (a member of Outlandish ).
The songs theme doesn’t relate to my poem but in a way it inspired me to express what I feel towards my one and only city,Especially that I’m accused by my friend that I don’t want to get the rewards from living here,because I said I wanted to travel for 2 years for a rehab (life sucks).So this poem will defend me:

Gaza is my city…is me
walls full of  graffiti
small streets full of kids
Yellow n Green ( Fatih and Hamas)
they match but they don’t meet
hard life full of life n dreams
mostly crash down by the reality
but hope of a better day is always here

Gaza is my city…is my home
we have been through a lot
the good n the bad
but the bad is more
your sea speaks stories are untold
and your sun shine is not like anywhere else
warm but still burns

Gaza is my city…is my heart
never forgot the boy who died in his fathers arms
full of contradiction
like a mom
lost her son but she’s thankful to God
full of faith
like dawn
the more gets darker, the more morning is close

I just Don’t want to give up, I just pray to keep standing tall
I know it’s hard for us to face it all
from inside and outside
everybody seems fighting us for a cause
but In Sha Allah we always hold on
for the paradise…for the day of freedom
is not far….not fat at all.

Your criticism means a lot to me,especially that I’ve not written any thing in a long time,I really hope you enjoy it…Spacail thanks to my dear friend Soha who was telling me that’s good,so thanks Se2se2

EID and EID

Salamz all,OMG,It’s EID yesterday I mean before a month was Ramadan,I’m already missing it :’(
but anyway we gotta move on.You may now think that I’ll be saying Damn EID sucks!!
NO IT”S NOT Alhamdolilah I love it,I don’t know why but Gaza turns into another G
aza when it’s Eid,maybe what I’m saying coming from knowing that some of the poor of people is spending good time,HOW DO I KNOW?? my dad is the chief of Gaza city Zaka society  they basically distribute and collect money and give it to the people who deserve it.At the night of the 28th of Ramadan me and my mom and dad spent maybe an hour and a half talking about “The poverty in Gaza”,well it widely spread no doubt unemployment is all over,no jobs especially after Hamas taking over Gaza.Gaza is like the following:”nothing comes out…nothing comes in” even in the money thing,Dad told us the last year transferring money was easier.and they could collect the society’s budget but this year there’s shortage.Anyways this year the shops were somehow empty of goods,especially clothes.My cousins wife said :”The sell-man in a store swore me that they were  selling goods were stored since seven YEARSS!!”. But on Thursday me and my friend went to “The Remal market” Gaza’s main market and it’s somehow crowded even it was like 3:30 pm before an hour and half of breaking the fasting :S
Back to the poor despite the shortage of finance my dad told me that they could give a good number of families money to buy new clothes and food.Alhamdolilah!

Back to EID today I woke up at 7 am sure thing I was like YAY Eid and went to the window to view kids in the streets playing but they were coming from the Eid prayer.Especially that Ismial Haniya was leading one in Palestine stadium which is close to us.then we went to a restaurant called “Al Deira” for lunch my mum promised us she would invite us to go out at the 1st day of Eid..my brother and his wife and little Deyala came we had fun Alhamdolilah!! Then we visited our aunt then came back to watch the HIT SHOW,GAZA’S talk!! “Bab el Harra” everybody loves that show in Gaza I like it because we all gather to watch it and talk like Syrians (yeb3atli 7emma ya 7a2!!,mesh ana).I hope you (the people who read this post) is spending good time,Eid is about being happy because you are now clean from sins In SHa Allah that’s the real thing,and in every Eid I remember Iraq and I only say “May Allah help them” :’(
Have fun people,visit your family and try to make this Eid one of your best!!!!

Gaza By Lens

Salamz all,

As I’ve not been out by car since a long time, I’ve not taken new videos. But I’d an idea to show Gaza in deffirent way,Yeah different way by Photos taken by Palestineremembered.com. The following video is sort of slideshow shows different areas of Gaza, the sea, the old market and Al Jondi al Majhoul park in Gaza city.
Few notes:
1-As I noticed the photos were taken in 2003,that year comparing to 2007 Gaza was much much better than these days.
2-Big ups the photographers Gaza in photos looks way better than reality.
3-Hope that you like the song…I didn’t have another choice…

Take a GAZAWI tour

Salamz all,
This time my cousin took the following video,I told her to record it as she was the one who sat by the car’s window..Godbless!
This videos notes:
1-Pay attention to the damage that occoured  to some buildings from Hamas’s and Fatih’S clashes last June.
2-Try to count how many trash cans the trash is outside the can (the Municipality workers are on strike they were not payed their salaries) You can find the garbage thrown in almost every street in Gazas streets really disgusting.
3-We passed close to  The president house (Mahmoud Abbas aka Abu Mazin) Just after you see a mosque then a beautiful house.

Beach/Zoo

Salamz all,

Yesterday me,my cousin,my mom and aunt went to the beach to chill.Like my mom said I was like a tourist having pics and vids and looking stupid in front of everybody but WHO CARES? we live in democratic city.Anyways we went to a small cafeteria called “Al Ghoroub”.It was hot but I had fun!
Some note about the following video:
1-The sea was somehow dark,there was a red substance but people were swimming so I guess it was not dangerous.
2-I’m not a fan of Sherien (Egyptian singer) but while we were in the cafeteria they played the song featured in the video..it stuck to my head so..I added it to the video.
3-The camel/Horses rides are not for free.
4-The turkeys and picocks are in the same cafeteria.
5-The hands and the face popped up suddenly were my cousin.. Love DEE!